Rini Rambles

TW: Talk of all types of abuse, self-harm

Hello there, all. 
My name is Rini.
I was born on September 21, 1989. Or, so I thought.
Actually, I’m the main of a multiple system which we call “The Legion”, thanks to my (our) friend, Mama B.
Technically, I’ve only been active since 1999. So I’m kind of…only existed for 12 years. Yeah.

But I’m the main of the system, a headmate of the original/core of the body - due to dealing with all of the abuse that Rebecca and Bekky couldn’t take, either, I developed DID. We’re 14 all together.

I’ve been emotionally, verbally, sexually, and physically abused. I was bullied a lot in school. I didn’t have any real friends until high school.

I have been called a loser, fat, ugly, slut, whore, bitch, and so on all my life. The little sister told me I’d grow up all alone and die alone because I was ugly and had no friends. I heard this on a daily basis. When I went to school, I got the same shit from people, along with the people I thought were my “friends”. 

I began cutting when the body turned 15, and would burn myself sometimes, or cut off my oxygen supply - just so I could escape.  I slept a lot when I was in middle school due to my lack of friends. I would escape in my dreams and keep myself there for a long time, often “becoming” someone I called Minerva. …She was my first headmate. That I was aware of, anyways.

The body itself is now 22, but I identify myself as being 19. I’m the bubbly, perky, hyper one. A lot of people tend to like me (I’m not tooting my own horn or anything; I actually find it strange) because I have this “enticing aura” so say some.

Diagnosed with: Dissociative Identity Disorder, Bipolar Disorder/Manic Depression, Adjustment Disorder and I have issues with certain things like atelophobia, agoraphobia, and I have a phobia of condiments (which apparently doesn’t have a name).